March 3 2015

Everytime I feel so depressed I just think of things that will make me feel fine. I don't want to think negatively as it wouldn't help me at all. I'm trying to think good things for me to be well. I admit at first I used to think na I wanna die or something, that I can't take my condition anymore but that was before, I think in my early fights but now, No way I wanna fight for my family. I wanna fight because I still want to do something for them. Yun nga lang things are so difficult for us for the present. As financially we're struggling. As of present we're having problems even in finding money for our food. I really don't know what to do now to help my family.. My blogs always contain this that we are now struggling financially. Hay life... I can't even go out la budget but that's fine what's important is that I'm ok and alive that's what my mom says... She keeps on saying that. Even though we're struggling still I'm alive and she thinks that's what important... I just wish we can still survive this.... GOD WILL PROVIDE I know and we're just giving surrendering everything to the Lord. I know He's helping us. In God's time I know I'll be well...